My new year wish?
I got a wonderful gift this new year a new web page! Well I think I am very lucky. After all how many of us get a webpage as a gift? All of a sudden I feel I have a new identity… an e-identity I think I should call it.
Hmmm.. for the past three days I have been on leave and I have put my brain to good use. I’ve been chalking out my new year resolutions and what are they going be? Simple or complicated?
My first resolution was to stick by the few miserable solutions I actually make. After much deliberation I decided on my second resolution : ‘Blog at least twice a week.’ First I thought I would do it everyday. But then that would be too much of a stretch target. Even twice a week is an aggressive one for me :P But like a popular saying goes ‘If you achieve your target it wasn’t good enough.’ Then how does one get a ‘Sense of achievement’ that is supposed to boost your self confidence? No wonder I feel so under confident all the time :P
That is my second resolution. To be more sure of myself and to have more confidence in the existence or non-existence of my abilities. It is strange how we wait in the shadows for someone else to come and recognize what we are good at. It’s like waiting for an approval from the world. Do I need it? Nay I don’t think so :)